Journal| Sleepless Night Again

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Seriously can’t sleep

Can’t a girl just get some ZZZ’s

I haven’t been feeling too well. My sleep schedule has been off. Some nights I have such a horrible time sleeping, and I can’t seem to shut my brain off. It keeps thinking and thinking nonstop!

I can’t even count the times I’ve told my brain to “SHUT UP”! Does it ever listen? Heck no… It keeps on racing. Sometimes as I lay there, I notice I’m not paying attention, that my mind is racing, and I catch myself. I’m like… Really brain! Can you stop?!

I’ll just talk to myself then

When I’m awake, I have nobody to express these thoughts that keep racing in my head. So I talk to myself. Yes, I know, it’s weird talking to yourself.

But Good heavens! I’ve learned to talk to myself. Since my kids are now grown up and are super busy with whatever they are doing. They’re at the point they don’t have time to sit and chat about random stuff. It’s about “Mom what’s for dinner?” or “Mom can you wash my clothes?” or “Mom what’s for dinner?”

Like, guys! Mom needs someone to talk to!

My Poor Hubby 😦

My husband is another one, I can’t talk too much. Not that it’s all his fault. He works about 12 hours a day all week. If he’s not dragging himself through the door after midnight. He falls asleep before he can even touch his plate of food that’s prepared for him.

I felt sorry for him often. He tries and works hard for all our family. So I try not to give him too much of a hard time when he falls asleep without eating dinner.

My Expectations

My future as a Blogger

So I am super excited about this new blogging journey I have set myself up for. I hope I didn’t set myself up for failure. But I’ll try my hardest to give it all I got.

I’ve been blogging since 2009-2010. I had a good blog going back then. I was on when it was the big thing for blogging. I had like over a thousand followers. It was good. Then my health went down and life got turned upside down and BAM! I couldn’t do it anymore. So I closed it.

Fast-forward a few years later. After a big move and a brand-new house later. I could start blogging again. Even though it has been a hop, skip and a jump here and there trying to get started again. It’s definitely difficult, that’s for sure.

But this time, it will be better. Now that I have this blog, I can talk about whatever and whenever. Regardless, if anyone reads it all or not.

I don’t mind. It feels good to get stuff out of my head instead of it going around and around in this big old noggin of mine.

|Am I done? Finally!|

Well, that’s all for now. I won’t keep typing stuff out for you all in one post. I need to save some for later. So I hope you will enjoy my blog and hope you find something to interest you.

Let me know if you would like something specific to read and my best to do that.

|Questions to Answer|

Do you have problems sleeping too? How are you able to finally sleep at night? Leave me some tips, so I may try it to help me go to sleep at night. At this rate, I will take any tips to hush this brain.

Thanks for reading! Many Blessings,


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